Wednesday, September 3, 2008

Tobu mone rekho...

Tobu mone rekho
jodi durey jai chole
jodi puraton prem dhaka pore jay nabo-prem jaley
jodi thaki kachha kachhi
dekhite na pao chhayar moto achhi na achhi....
tobu mone rekho...

Leaving tonight, not on a jet plane maybe... but still gone for a while...

Saturday, July 26, 2008

Ekta Chithi...

You gave me the chance to know myself better...
And you know what?
I realized that I never really loved you.
And because of what happened, you may have just saved the both of us...
so now, I really don't mind if I cant tell you the words I couldn't say before...
because now...
there is no point in doing so...

Thanks and...

...Goodbye...

Thursday, April 10, 2008

Love...

"But love, I've come to understand, is more than three words mumbled before bedtime. Love is sustained by action, a pattern of devotion in the things we do for each other every day." - Nicholas Sparks.

Love its everywhere, it has no cure and for a very good reason. Life and love go hand in hand, any man who doesn't love doesn't live as well. Its more than just mere words, its a feeling that even the best of poets fail to describe, partly because Love means different things to each one of us and partly because the beautiful things in life, were never meant to be defined, or even described, they are just to be felt.


All of us believe and want the best for the one person or thing that we Love, but that in anyway doesn't mean that we always get the best. Its a place where every mistake is worth making, every hurt is worth having, and every pain - worth feeling. It makes us accept Love the way it should be. Never fear about being hurt - the greatest things in life deserve the greatest of risks.

"An act of love that fails is just as much a part of the divine life as an act of love that succeeds, for love is measured by fullness, not by reception." - Harold Loukes.


Love has no reasons to it, you just fall not knowing when or how, and the feeling is so immense that once you fall its almost impossible to life without it. In Love two person share a bond deeper than many they have shared before. We should be ready to accept the other person exactly as He/She maybe, whoever or however He/She maybe. Although the path to Love maybe littered with sad experiences but its a journey worth every pain that you have endured.

"When you like someone, you like them in spite of their faults. When you love someone, you love them with their faults." - Elizabeth Cameron.


Love isn't hindered by obstacles, it goes past every obstacle, even through the barriers that we ourselves put forward, put forward to supposedly defend ourself from Love, but Love is universal it need not be between two persons its in our hearts.

"Your task is not to seek for love, But merely to seek and find All the barriers within yourself That you have built against it." - Maulana Jalalu'ddin Rumi.


Love can it really be ever defined? can it be ever scaled or put into words? speaking honestly it isn't possible, for one its indescribable, and for two its present in your feelings and not your mind to describe or even find a reason for it -

"Reason and love are sworn enemies." Pierre Corneille.

"Love: A term which has no meaning if defined." - John Ralston Saul.


I have heard of people who has stopped believing in Love just because somethings in life didn't go the way they had hoped for it. Well maybe its true that apparently it feels that Love never works. Does Love really fail ever? Does it lose its existence just because somethings in Life didn't go our way ? Is it really the only obvious answer? I don't think so - Love never dies from our heart, if we know how to Love we know how to be Love even when things don't work for us.

"Let no one who loves be called altogether unhappy; even love unreturned has its rainbow." - Eaton Stannard Barret.

" 'Tis better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all." - Alfred Lord Tennyson.


Before I end this I'd just like to say - Even in the best of times, It hurts to love, it hurts to be belonging to someone, it hurts to feel needed, It hurts to be the other part of someone else, without either of your consent. But, from the moment it overtakes you.
It hurts worse to be alone...

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

Few months back I was at Vellore, and while going through the YWCA canteen at the CMC, Hospital I came across a poster that read somewhat like this

"To laugh is to risk appearing fool
To weep is to risk appearing sentimental
To love is to risk not being loved in return
To live is to risk dying
To try is to risk failure
To place idea before a crowd is to risk their loss..."

it is so fundamentally true, nothing in this life can be achieved with fear, the first step is always the hardest and the first step in life is to - Conquer fear. life dosent stop at the fear of ridicule, non-acceptance.... it only stops for us when we choose to be afraid of its challenges.

"Too many people are thinking of security instead of opportunity. They seem more afraid of life than death." - James F. Byrnes

Always believe in what ever little things that you do, believe in them because they carry everything that you are...